#008

be still, my heart. be still.

meme

1. My ex is: still my friend

2. Maybe I should: stop caring so much

3. I love: my friends

4. I don’t understand: relationships

5. I lose: my temper too easily

6. People say I: am quiet

7. Love is: something I want to know

8. Somewhere, someone is: eating Tang Yuan in ginger soup and I envy that person!!

9. I will always: love chocolates

10. Forever is: an awfully long time

11. I never want to: settle for less

12. I think the current US President: is cute

13. When I wake up in the morning: the first thing that comes to mind is breakfast

14. My past was: regrettable

15. I get annoyed when: people keep repeating the same stuff over and over again

16. Parties are for: everybody

17. My dog is: my imaginary pet

18. My cat is: a friend of my imaginary dog

19. Kisses are the best when: you are tipsy

20. Tomorrow: I shall be productive!

21. I really want: to be happy

22. I have low tolerance for people who: are pretentious

23. I am tagging: no one in particular

#007

i took the extra time and i felt prepared.

i think i am almost ready. almost.

#006

Quote of the day – Forget love, I’d rather fall in chocolate.

#005

i close my eyes and try to remember that afternoon.

sunny. breezy. beer. and the three of us.

it was one of my almost perfect moments.

#004

all day long i’ve been trying to forget, but to no avail.

#003

1. Angel & Mortal/Secret Santa is one of the many reasons why i love Christmas! thank you, Angel

2. you know it’s a good day when you start it with a cup of Mocha and a ham & cheese croissant! mm yumyum

3. Shanghai chicken salad. it’s been a while but i love you just the same!

4. my favorite cake at the moment <3

#002

i <3 my cute little block calendar. but the thing is, i always, always forget to turn the cubes..

p/s: Christmas is only two weeks away! wheeee

#001

the terrifying part about death is that, it happens all the time.

R.I.P.

one of those days

missed the alarm. woke up with a head of unmanageable frizzy hair much thanks to my laziness to dry them up before i went to bed. had to wear one of my standby sweater because the stupid iron refused to heat up. read a lot at work but mind was pretty much blank when i stepped out of the office door. accidentally reminded of us. crappy emo song on radio pulled an unexpected string of sorrow from within me.

it’s like the world is against me today. everything that could possibly go wrong, went wrong. boohoo. i really should have gotten myself a vanilla sundae cone when i walked past the ice-cream booth.

x

letting it go feels like i have unraveled a bit of something that has been stuck for ages. a part of me is sorry and yet at the same time, a part of me feels relieved. it’s hard to find a balance between them sometimes, and it’s a lot deeper than i thought but i am coping. one step at a time.

today was a bad day. but i am here to remind myself, there’s always tomorrow.