I love this little family of mine.

I don’t know why but I keep coming back to this photo every time I am upset. I miss those days, so much so it makes my heart ache. It was before everything started. Life was simple. I was exactly who I wanted to be.

and I was so happy.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly – far slower than you anticipated – and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like ‘giving up’ – don’t. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression ‘All’s well that ends well’ will have an extra special meaning for you.

Everything is better when we are together.

It’s like I was standing in a huge pasture, cutting the grass all by myself, and the grass grows back almost as fast as I can cut it. Today I’d cut over here, tomorrow over there… By the time I make one complete round of the pasture the grass in the first spot is as tall as it was in the beginning.

welled up again when you stepped out of the car. wanted to tell you how I feel, but the words just stuck in my throat. glad you’re happy now, but I wish somebody could take away this heaviness in my heart.

Dear fringe, grow a little faster, pretty please?

wanted to clean up the mess but didn’t know where to start.
kind of resembles my life, in a way.